Bad Habits

from Never Again by Steph Barrak

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I don't believe you, nor do I want to
The words that you say are dirt
If things don't add up you know that I'll make them
I'll fake all these numbers and words

I'm just a sad excuse for a sad excuse
And there's nothing here keeping me true
If it's not you

Can't find a reason to push you away
So I'll pull you in closer, pretend that I'll stay
And it's such a bad habit, I'm trying to quit
But they don't make a patch or a pamphlet for this

I'm just a sad excuse for a sad excuse
And there's nothing here keeping me true

As for now, I'm feeling destructive
I don't do well with your second chances
But oh, I know that I will get through this
I'm blowing bubbles up to the surface

Try as I might my heart just will not listen
To my brain when it says to quit all this feeling
Did I lose control, drive this straight off the freeway
Or do we subconsciously mean to destroy things

A sad excuse for a sad excuse
And there's nothing here keeping me true
If it's not you

As for now, I'm feeling destructive
I don't do well with your second chances
But oh, I know that I will get through this
I'm blowing bubbles up to the surface

Soon they will break it
Soon they will break it
Soon they will break it
Like I broke us

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from Never Again, released February 3, 2017

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Steph Barrak Boston, Massachusetts

Indie folk/pop from Boston, MA.

All proceeds go to Girls Rock Campaign Boston.

Photo Credit: M. Davidson-Schapiro

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